2008/11/23 雨天
最近过的舒服，因为找到了酒店。不用再去烦那些无聊的事情，但是，钱就不够用了，不知为何钱会不够用，也许自己花太多了，也许！！昨天做工的时候，做了不该做的事情，然而今天没去上班，有时候，我都会想为什么我存不到钱，真的很后悔小时候没存钱，如今要去走走，玩都是一个问题。
过多两天，她就要回去了，从她的对白中，我觉得她不会再来了，我能做什么呢？我无能，因为我超过预算了。咳！！！只能默默承受她的离别…….假装多好，我只想在拥有一秒，继续等待还是逃…….
看来，今天会好睡也要好好的睡一番，至少我不用去想，不用去烦。 (@.@)
2008/11/28 Rainy day
Last few day really stress, stress about all the assignment. Really pressure work with a team that does not want to care all things, sometimes I really hope that I can do all the assignment but I’m not so good at English. Talk with Indian housemates with English, really hard and uncomfortable. Now a day, all things are English, without English people will look down upon you.
Today really happy, although she did’t talk with me in directly its enough already, because our friendship is still remain average and the important things is she did’t hate me. Leave some comment on her blog, hope she will write something inside but not to delete it….1o1
2008/12/06 sunny day
Unexpected day for me….when I pick up the phone that is calling from my closest buddy. He told me to accompany him to go for a walk because he wants to walk around B.Bintang!! Apart from that, he also want me accompany him to go G.Highlands. It is better to me because this few day I was pressure for my assignment, presentation and personal things.
I did’t too much and I quickly pick up my things and bath for a while then going out. It’s an unexpected day….really….after I reach there, his friend calling him telling he that, she cannot going out because of raining. So we go out to have a drink with some talk. At there, we talk many about our latest cert friend. A while later, I go to his aunt house and type my blog, after blogging I decide to go back home doing assignment. But I’m take a wrong bus to G.Klang…..really damn, have to waste money again, but things started to happen…..
I see many people surround the victim at the scene and starting a fight. I stop at there and go out to see anything I can help but at the moment I also feel so frightened and with some anger that comes from my heart. Why Malay people like to fight, is it their lifestyle and culture, but no one can deny that it is their culture and lifestyle. Really feel pity for the victim, but in any ways really hope one day all Chinese and Indian can be together co-operate to each other then wrack all Malay, amitabha, hope the day comes and not so…..if comes world war three is happening.
Monday, December 22, 2008
之前！！
2008/11/17 雨天
忽然间，觉得很压力，压力是因为学院的功课。这几天想了很久，是否我之前做错了很多事情？很奇怪的事，为什么人做错的时候就不会反省呢？反而会说我们或讲我们，有时候我很不甘心，不甘心为什么有些人错了对都要批评我们，很想问你们错了有为自己着想吗？
我承认我很闷，我很闷是因为我有为自己的将来着想，我不适合在这个时候过平淡的日子，因为我不是有很多的钱，虽然我有钱但不比你们多。有时候觉得世界很不公平，为什么我会遇到这样的遭遇。在佛的观念，我是不是在前世所修来的（因）呢？或者我在制造（因）呢？我有时候都会问自己，我所得到的是否恨知足长乐，无忧无虑，自由自在？
有时候和朋友甚至兄弟分享的时候，我多会给他们好的评语，无消极的答案以及经验。对我来说，如果我给了他们这些想法，他们会否像我这样呢？带着幸福以及快乐的笑容面对朋友，心里其实是很失落的。我甚至给自己写评语，告诉自己也提醒自己，世界上还有些人比我跟无助跟无奈，为什么我会为了小小的事情而烦呢？说了都觉得很好笑。或许我给我自己太大的压力了吧，也许我想太多了吧@@
做了不该做的事情，想了不该想的事情。这不是我的风格也不是我的态度，或许我给我自己太大的压力了吧%%很想说我真的很累了，不想了，但是我能怎么做，有谁能帮助我呢？
2008/11/20 阴天
这几天过的很烦，烦学业，金钱和自己的事情。不知道为什么最近花钱花的太过分，还班费，吃的，喝的以及出街的零用钱。听学院的朋友说，我们的功课被扣分了，真的很伤心也很失望，伤心的事，是为什么我不能做到最好，失望是因为团体的关系，或许我要求的太多了吧！也许我不应该要求太多。
发信息给了（— —），写了很多对不起，觉得自己辜负了她，或许我不该想，或许我的缘分还没到，或许我害怕？刚刚很惊讶，惊讶（— —）打来，从（— —）口气中，觉得（— —）生气了，也对，也好。我无能为力，玩不起！！哈哈……..
顺其自然，跟着时间走，随着心情跑。该不该这样说呢？忽然间觉得自己比任何人越来越远，好像呆在角落，无人帮助，无人指导。听着同样的歌曲，唱着同样的曲子，忽然间很想回到妈妈的怀抱，也很想念妈妈的温馨以及体贴的呵护。
下午的时候，接听朋友的来电，朋友告诉了我，或许他独自的来吉隆破，很期待他的到来也很期待当天的日子。发泄……..这就是我的本性，除了吃，喝，玩，乐，最期待的是酒精的影响。对我来说，醉了什么就不用去想，什么都不用去烦。这就是我的生活，简单，容易以及容易明白。
或许我太天真了！也许我二十岁了但是思想还是停留在十八岁吧！！！
忽然间，觉得很压力，压力是因为学院的功课。这几天想了很久，是否我之前做错了很多事情？很奇怪的事，为什么人做错的时候就不会反省呢？反而会说我们或讲我们，有时候我很不甘心，不甘心为什么有些人错了对都要批评我们，很想问你们错了有为自己着想吗？
我承认我很闷，我很闷是因为我有为自己的将来着想，我不适合在这个时候过平淡的日子，因为我不是有很多的钱，虽然我有钱但不比你们多。有时候觉得世界很不公平，为什么我会遇到这样的遭遇。在佛的观念，我是不是在前世所修来的（因）呢？或者我在制造（因）呢？我有时候都会问自己，我所得到的是否恨知足长乐，无忧无虑，自由自在？
有时候和朋友甚至兄弟分享的时候，我多会给他们好的评语，无消极的答案以及经验。对我来说，如果我给了他们这些想法，他们会否像我这样呢？带着幸福以及快乐的笑容面对朋友，心里其实是很失落的。我甚至给自己写评语，告诉自己也提醒自己，世界上还有些人比我跟无助跟无奈，为什么我会为了小小的事情而烦呢？说了都觉得很好笑。或许我给我自己太大的压力了吧，也许我想太多了吧@@
做了不该做的事情，想了不该想的事情。这不是我的风格也不是我的态度，或许我给我自己太大的压力了吧%%很想说我真的很累了，不想了，但是我能怎么做，有谁能帮助我呢？
2008/11/20 阴天
这几天过的很烦，烦学业，金钱和自己的事情。不知道为什么最近花钱花的太过分，还班费，吃的，喝的以及出街的零用钱。听学院的朋友说，我们的功课被扣分了，真的很伤心也很失望，伤心的事，是为什么我不能做到最好，失望是因为团体的关系，或许我要求的太多了吧！也许我不应该要求太多。
发信息给了（— —），写了很多对不起，觉得自己辜负了她，或许我不该想，或许我的缘分还没到，或许我害怕？刚刚很惊讶，惊讶（— —）打来，从（— —）口气中，觉得（— —）生气了，也对，也好。我无能为力，玩不起！！哈哈……..
顺其自然，跟着时间走，随着心情跑。该不该这样说呢？忽然间觉得自己比任何人越来越远，好像呆在角落，无人帮助，无人指导。听着同样的歌曲，唱着同样的曲子，忽然间很想回到妈妈的怀抱，也很想念妈妈的温馨以及体贴的呵护。
下午的时候，接听朋友的来电，朋友告诉了我，或许他独自的来吉隆破，很期待他的到来也很期待当天的日子。发泄……..这就是我的本性，除了吃，喝，玩，乐，最期待的是酒精的影响。对我来说，醉了什么就不用去想，什么都不用去烦。这就是我的生活，简单，容易以及容易明白。
或许我太天真了！也许我二十岁了但是思想还是停留在十八岁吧！！！
Friday, December 19, 2008
！天使以及魔鬼！
天使在那里？
魔鬼又在那里？
毕竟很多人都相信天使是住在天堂的，而魔鬼是在地狱生活的。但是你们都有想过吗，其实我们的身旁都有天使以及魔鬼。那些天使就像我们的父母，每天都担心我们，指导我们，给我们钱去上学，那么魔鬼呢？魔鬼就像我们的敌人，我们所恨的人，讨厌的人。
你明白了吗？
天使是何方神圣？
魔鬼又是谁呢？
天使是你吗？那当然是。魔鬼还是你吗？那也理所当然。因为你可以选择要像天使一般还是魔鬼那般。都说了选择在你手中，我只是平凡的人。我不能把天上的星星取给你，我也不能把整个宇宙的愿望都给你。
还不明白吗？
简单，容易和容易明白。
天使很难做，魔鬼更加难做。我帮也帮了，说也说了，问也问了。结果勒.........还是一样，我放弃了，真的放弃了，你知道我再说谁吗？
我就是在讲你.........你认为我再说你就说你咯！你认为我在批评你就批评你咯！
（瓦麦敢了）福建@.@
魔鬼又在那里？
毕竟很多人都相信天使是住在天堂的，而魔鬼是在地狱生活的。但是你们都有想过吗，其实我们的身旁都有天使以及魔鬼。那些天使就像我们的父母，每天都担心我们，指导我们，给我们钱去上学，那么魔鬼呢？魔鬼就像我们的敌人，我们所恨的人，讨厌的人。
你明白了吗？
天使是何方神圣？
魔鬼又是谁呢？
天使是你吗？那当然是。魔鬼还是你吗？那也理所当然。因为你可以选择要像天使一般还是魔鬼那般。都说了选择在你手中，我只是平凡的人。我不能把天上的星星取给你，我也不能把整个宇宙的愿望都给你。
还不明白吗？
简单，容易和容易明白。
天使很难做，魔鬼更加难做。我帮也帮了，说也说了，问也问了。结果勒.........还是一样，我放弃了，真的放弃了，你知道我再说谁吗？
我就是在讲你.........你认为我再说你就说你咯！你认为我在批评你就批评你咯！
（瓦麦敢了）福建@.@
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
榴莲以及臭豆腐
也许很多人都喜欢吃榴莲以及臭豆腐，也有一些人恨透这一类的食物和水果。
其实很简单，选者在您手中。
榴莲虽然很臭，但是它的肉很甜又好吃，又苦的味道，浓浓的味道。
臭豆腐也一样，虽然它特别的臭，但，它其实是很好吃又带着美妙的感觉。
想要了解它，就地从它们开始，慢慢的了解以及明白。
我虽然不是很伟大，但我对社会有点贡献，贡献在于为社会服务（将来）呵呵！！
今天很累又疲倦，值得的。
去了银行，帮哥哥进钱，就去吃午饭就去上课。很后悔当初中学时期不好好的读书，如今对算得很笨！！T.T
放学了就想快快的回家，走啊走，遇到了她们.......很想跟她们说话的，尤其是（她），但一见面了就无话可说，或许我尴尬吧！！
很想问她最近好吗？没出去玩吗？要跟我们一起去唱歌吗？
当时头脑一片空白，只想快快的回家。哎......真的很失败**
我觉得自己就像留连以及臭豆腐。1o1
其实很简单，选者在您手中。
榴莲虽然很臭，但是它的肉很甜又好吃，又苦的味道，浓浓的味道。
臭豆腐也一样，虽然它特别的臭，但，它其实是很好吃又带着美妙的感觉。
想要了解它，就地从它们开始，慢慢的了解以及明白。
我虽然不是很伟大，但我对社会有点贡献，贡献在于为社会服务（将来）呵呵！！
今天很累又疲倦，值得的。
去了银行，帮哥哥进钱，就去吃午饭就去上课。很后悔当初中学时期不好好的读书，如今对算得很笨！！T.T
放学了就想快快的回家，走啊走，遇到了她们.......很想跟她们说话的，尤其是（她），但一见面了就无话可说，或许我尴尬吧！！
很想问她最近好吗？没出去玩吗？要跟我们一起去唱歌吗？
当时头脑一片空白，只想快快的回家。哎......真的很失败**
我觉得自己就像留连以及臭豆腐。1o1
.....Presentation....
Today presentation really suck.
Talk about assignment, this is the suck sem for me, didn't done the assignment well and didn't manage the group member well also, specially the assignment.
In reality, i be a bad person that clean all things and all the problem that occur, team member will throw it all to me settle. Maybe i didn't well prepare, my friend have told me to divide the job to each member.....AJS you are right!!!!
Talk about pressure, it is true that, we all finish coursework but the more and dangerous pressure is (FINAL EXAM)
Wish the time can quickly past away and all of us pass all paper with flying colour(NO RESIT)......
Suddenly (S.P) friend calling, inform me that he will come to Kay L next week. Oh my god, how cant, i didn't know where to bring them to go for......haih.....god please don't torture me....(TOLONG,PLEASE,求求你)
By the way, well done all member (JS,SAKAI,QIAN,JAMIE,KENROY,XIANG) although today was not satisfy, in the future we may get the higher marks and no more weakness on our assignment and so on......GAMBATEH....GOOD LUCK....
Talk about assignment, this is the suck sem for me, didn't done the assignment well and didn't manage the group member well also, specially the assignment.
In reality, i be a bad person that clean all things and all the problem that occur, team member will throw it all to me settle. Maybe i didn't well prepare, my friend have told me to divide the job to each member.....AJS you are right!!!!
Talk about pressure, it is true that, we all finish coursework but the more and dangerous pressure is (FINAL EXAM)
Wish the time can quickly past away and all of us pass all paper with flying colour(NO RESIT)......
Suddenly (S.P) friend calling, inform me that he will come to Kay L next week. Oh my god, how cant, i didn't know where to bring them to go for......haih.....god please don't torture me....(TOLONG,PLEASE,求求你)
By the way, well done all member (JS,SAKAI,QIAN,JAMIE,KENROY,XIANG) although today was not satisfy, in the future we may get the higher marks and no more weakness on our assignment and so on......GAMBATEH....GOOD LUCK....
Monday, December 15, 2008
It's a big big world@@
Having an unhappy feeling today.
Get a cold, tired and sleepy, it's turn worst when your friend fooling around you without your feeling. EI....please la....if i really angry, you might get wrack by me without settle one....so, next time don't disturb me any more. Your attitude are suck, i always ask myself, is this your attitude?
But, in the end, i realise that this is not your attitude. From your presentation, talk and your opinion. You are pretend to be.....
Don't pretend to be, but to follow your style then you would be more happy and good luck. As a human being, we all must learn, learn this, learn that and the most precious thing's is we wiling to act and get the meaning behind the learning.
I didn't comment about you, just the way you done, you hurt somebody without your thought. And that's really suck, when you having a critical moment, people will judge you discriminate you and specially won't help you, because of your attitude.
I'm telling this because i (kena) before, that's why i know how to change the situation at the moment.
Next time must (guai guai) and i will pray for you. (( GOOD LUCK ))
Get a cold, tired and sleepy, it's turn worst when your friend fooling around you without your feeling. EI....please la....if i really angry, you might get wrack by me without settle one....so, next time don't disturb me any more. Your attitude are suck, i always ask myself, is this your attitude?
But, in the end, i realise that this is not your attitude. From your presentation, talk and your opinion. You are pretend to be.....
Don't pretend to be, but to follow your style then you would be more happy and good luck. As a human being, we all must learn, learn this, learn that and the most precious thing's is we wiling to act and get the meaning behind the learning.
I didn't comment about you, just the way you done, you hurt somebody without your thought. And that's really suck, when you having a critical moment, people will judge you discriminate you and specially won't help you, because of your attitude.
I'm telling this because i (kena) before, that's why i know how to change the situation at the moment.
Next time must (guai guai) and i will pray for you. (( GOOD LUCK ))
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Talk to me!!!
Why people like to comment about people?
Why there is always a misunderstanding?
Why the word is so difficult to understand?
Why? Why? Why? Why?
Actually there's not so hard to understand, just people don't want to recognize their attitude only.
(No one plan to fail,but, Someone fail to plan)
That's why people always think and say but in the end they done nothing, human always like that....
Open minded/Close minded?
There's no point, telling people are we close minded or open minded?
Just the way we think and feel. When we think we close minded/open minded we may get an easy and comfortable to our self, because that is our lifestyle.
Don't ever listen to people thought, people speech and specially people opinion, we may get influence by them otherwise we will be a murderer in their heart, because we shoot them with uneasy word........
Try to console yourself with positive thought and not to face/touch the negative one. Sometimes share with people/friend/family, we may feel relieve and relax, because we pour out the bad things from us.....In future we may know how to solute the problem without any problem occur......####Good Luck####
Why there is always a misunderstanding?
Why the word is so difficult to understand?
Why? Why? Why? Why?
Actually there's not so hard to understand, just people don't want to recognize their attitude only.
(No one plan to fail,but, Someone fail to plan)
That's why people always think and say but in the end they done nothing, human always like that....
Open minded/Close minded?
There's no point, telling people are we close minded or open minded?
Just the way we think and feel. When we think we close minded/open minded we may get an easy and comfortable to our self, because that is our lifestyle.
Don't ever listen to people thought, people speech and specially people opinion, we may get influence by them otherwise we will be a murderer in their heart, because we shoot them with uneasy word........
Try to console yourself with positive thought and not to face/touch the negative one. Sometimes share with people/friend/family, we may feel relieve and relax, because we pour out the bad things from us.....In future we may know how to solute the problem without any problem occur......####Good Luck####
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Shitty day ($.$)
Going to Genting Highlands gambling,starting win about 400$,but after a while....lose about 800$ more.
Curiosity kill the cat......this is why I'm do.Thought gambling can win but in the end lose money and head ache about the problem that occur...
天啊！！！
以后都不敢了，还不怕黑吗？
以后要去玩，可以，出来社会时比较好，因为有多余的钱可以花嘛@.@
Curiosity kill the cat......this is why I'm do.Thought gambling can win but in the end lose money and head ache about the problem that occur...
天啊！！！
以后都不敢了，还不怕黑吗？
以后要去玩，可以，出来社会时比较好，因为有多余的钱可以花嘛@.@
Friday, December 5, 2008
its been a while....
One month pass already, its time to upgrade my blog.
Seriously, this last few weeks, i had a worst and hard moment.Facing the assignment that tutor give, group discussion with team member and specially typing English.Don't know why this semester really hate assignment, maybe I'm too lazy.
Other things that happen to me is, my housemates had an accident near wangsa maju.Really feel pity for him,that time i realize why parent will scold you when you are having something unexpected....like fighting, had an accident and specially something unexpected thing happen.I'm very happy that day didn't scold him,if i really scold,i would scold him for drive so fast till accident but it the end i console him not to worries about my bike.
The other things that i gain is our friendship......really happy because we are all together when something is happen, in the future please don't happen any more.
Apart from that, our course tutor class have controversy with each other......the controversy is who hate who? who don't like who? This controversy also include me as well.....I'm Innocent one...
Yesterday, a suck day to me!!! It is 1st time all sit together to eat at "mamak" stall....really weird and bring some excited feeling. why suck? suck because we all disturb a girl, i feel really shame but in the end, i learn something something about girl feeling.Actually the girl is happy....1o1....
Next few day may have a lot of things to write......
Seriously, this last few weeks, i had a worst and hard moment.Facing the assignment that tutor give, group discussion with team member and specially typing English.Don't know why this semester really hate assignment, maybe I'm too lazy.
Other things that happen to me is, my housemates had an accident near wangsa maju.Really feel pity for him,that time i realize why parent will scold you when you are having something unexpected....like fighting, had an accident and specially something unexpected thing happen.I'm very happy that day didn't scold him,if i really scold,i would scold him for drive so fast till accident but it the end i console him not to worries about my bike.
The other things that i gain is our friendship......really happy because we are all together when something is happen, in the future please don't happen any more.
Apart from that, our course tutor class have controversy with each other......the controversy is who hate who? who don't like who? This controversy also include me as well.....I'm Innocent one...
Yesterday, a suck day to me!!! It is 1st time all sit together to eat at "mamak" stall....really weird and bring some excited feeling. why suck? suck because we all disturb a girl, i feel really shame but in the end, i learn something something about girl feeling.Actually the girl is happy....1o1....
Next few day may have a lot of things to write......
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