I didn't say that i am good at sale's(selling insurance or anything),but at least i try my best to be a part from the team. Like usual, i will keep find some excuse to blame for, blame on this thing's, blame for that situation and so on!! However i found out that doing sale also a good thing's for me, i can learn from this event, management and marketing thing's. (Experience,Experience and Experience)
I am totally depressed this few day, because i didn't pay any attention when training started. Therefore,i fail my test call today (24/11/09), i realize that i am a fail man, i am fail to manage thing's, i am fail to control the situation and lastly, i am fail to be part of the life. I already ask and tell myself not to find excuses and not to negative, yet, i try and i still always go around the round-a-bout T.T (Negative with Excuses)
After today call, the trainer feel very disappointed when all of us handling the outbound call, because we didn't give too much information and specially we mixed around all the product knowledge. By the way, tomorrow(25/11/09) is our 1st live call and there would no more mistake again!!! (I HOPE) but who knows???
(I want to be the best and beat the rest)I believe that in the coming week's, i am a top performer at my new company and also be more mature. (Be rich, Be wealth and Be happy always)
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Lost for a moment.....
Yesterday cannot sleep well after drink some liquor.
Like usual, i will sleep well when i take liquor but yesterday night was a critical moment for me. Before i try to take a sleep, there are many thing's keep moving around my mind. The 1st thing's that keep annoying me is (FRIEND), as i know that i have lost some of my friend new's and also didn't contact them for a past 1 year,i busy with my work and i also busy with my future, the most critical moment is i lost myself for a moment, i keep thinking about my future and so and so.
I realize that i not good enough in making friend with other, for me, i prefer to be alone sometimes, may be i scare (FRIEND) betray me when i need them the most, just like i meet some kind this problem before.
Usually (FRIEND) is a complicated thing's to be understand, because friend will be good enough with us when we have some benefit thus we will also be friend enough with them when they have some benefit also. Most probably is they come from other place, environment and their family background!!
I will be friend enough to other not because i need their benefit but i believe them and the main point is they will share our sadness and happiness when we are in hard moment!!! I am so regret that some of my (FRIEND) not understand me well. It is not the word that come from their mouth that makes me sad, but is their attitude that make me sick of it!!
Please and i beg you guy's, don't ever done this to your closest friend ever. They won't blame you for the opinion, they will blame you for your attitude that always want to be top of the hill. Don't try to be the champion when having a chat or a relaxing tea moment, try to be that person and understand his situation.
I hope they all can have a wonderful day in the future!!
Lastly, for some of my (FRIEND) this word is to you forever and ever!!! FUCK YOU
Like usual, i will sleep well when i take liquor but yesterday night was a critical moment for me. Before i try to take a sleep, there are many thing's keep moving around my mind. The 1st thing's that keep annoying me is (FRIEND), as i know that i have lost some of my friend new's and also didn't contact them for a past 1 year,i busy with my work and i also busy with my future, the most critical moment is i lost myself for a moment, i keep thinking about my future and so and so.
I realize that i not good enough in making friend with other, for me, i prefer to be alone sometimes, may be i scare (FRIEND) betray me when i need them the most, just like i meet some kind this problem before.
Usually (FRIEND) is a complicated thing's to be understand, because friend will be good enough with us when we have some benefit thus we will also be friend enough with them when they have some benefit also. Most probably is they come from other place, environment and their family background!!
I will be friend enough to other not because i need their benefit but i believe them and the main point is they will share our sadness and happiness when we are in hard moment!!! I am so regret that some of my (FRIEND) not understand me well. It is not the word that come from their mouth that makes me sad, but is their attitude that make me sick of it!!
Please and i beg you guy's, don't ever done this to your closest friend ever. They won't blame you for the opinion, they will blame you for your attitude that always want to be top of the hill. Don't try to be the champion when having a chat or a relaxing tea moment, try to be that person and understand his situation.
I hope they all can have a wonderful day in the future!!
Lastly, for some of my (FRIEND) this word is to you forever and ever!!! FUCK YOU
Saturday, November 21, 2009
New...
This is my new job company, sci com at cyber jaya!!
This few day, i just drink liquor at my home when i coming back from work. Every day is a rainy day, I'm also suffered from going back home. But the thing's that keep me motivated is the weather day.
I'm found out something at my new work place,the new environment and the new people. Actually it is a hard moment for me when i start my 1st day at there but at least i get myself to the environment and so on. The working environment are good and my new working company like a high class profile as i ever work for. The people there are fine enough except for some, 1 malaysian can be best describe to my new working company. Hope in the future or the coming week, the people there can be nice to me as well!!!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
16 November 2009
The most frustrated and depressed day ever for me.
Why i say like that, it is because i had meet the bad and unfortunate day at my new working place. Like usual, i will go to work as early as i can before i start my working journey. For me, working is just an examination because that is the moment you may or might not pass the examination will a distinction or credit!!!
That is why, last few year's i will work as a part timer at different place's and different company. Working at other place, we can meet other people and new environment. Are we fail at the examination or we pass the examination with a good result?? Who's know?? The people that judge us will rank us.......Have a Chinese word's say, 3pts comes from the blessing of the god and the rest 7pts come from our hardship??? Now, i just believe that it is true!!
16 November 2009.....I start my 2nd and new excitement journey to my working place and home!! Actually what is happen is, I stay at the wrong place and wrong job, but.....i love it!!! Kajang(spooky and damn damn kampung place ever) is a best place to other but for me is like a piece of shit. No entertainment and less Chinese food!! Cyberjaya(low class and shit shit state ever) is known for Multimedia Super Corridor, a high class and technology place but for me it's suck. Why i say like that?? It is because this two place have nothing for me to explore........I lost my self at the highway and i wet every day T.T
Lost due to the Kuala Lumpur City Hall give wrong info at the sign board!!! Should i blame to them?? I shouldn't......
Wet every day due to the bad and worst weather!!! Should i blame to the sky?? I shouldn't....
Where can i blame for???
Why the hell, this two day i am so unlucky???
Why this place totally different from other that told me???
16 November 2009 is the day that i won't forget in the rest of my life!!! Luckily, my elder brother is beside me when i moody. After some lecturer from my brother, i realize something, the thing is we must accept the new environment and new place's when we have decided. Hope i can be the best of the best in the future and beat the rest *.*
Why i say like that, it is because i had meet the bad and unfortunate day at my new working place. Like usual, i will go to work as early as i can before i start my working journey. For me, working is just an examination because that is the moment you may or might not pass the examination will a distinction or credit!!!
That is why, last few year's i will work as a part timer at different place's and different company. Working at other place, we can meet other people and new environment. Are we fail at the examination or we pass the examination with a good result?? Who's know?? The people that judge us will rank us.......Have a Chinese word's say, 3pts comes from the blessing of the god and the rest 7pts come from our hardship??? Now, i just believe that it is true!!
16 November 2009.....I start my 2nd and new excitement journey to my working place and home!! Actually what is happen is, I stay at the wrong place and wrong job, but.....i love it!!! Kajang(spooky and damn damn kampung place ever) is a best place to other but for me is like a piece of shit. No entertainment and less Chinese food!! Cyberjaya(low class and shit shit state ever) is known for Multimedia Super Corridor, a high class and technology place but for me it's suck. Why i say like that?? It is because this two place have nothing for me to explore........I lost my self at the highway and i wet every day T.T
Lost due to the Kuala Lumpur City Hall give wrong info at the sign board!!! Should i blame to them?? I shouldn't......
Wet every day due to the bad and worst weather!!! Should i blame to the sky?? I shouldn't....
Where can i blame for???
Why the hell, this two day i am so unlucky???
Why this place totally different from other that told me???
16 November 2009 is the day that i won't forget in the rest of my life!!! Luckily, my elder brother is beside me when i moody. After some lecturer from my brother, i realize something, the thing is we must accept the new environment and new place's when we have decided. Hope i can be the best of the best in the future and beat the rest *.*
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Alive......
Rest about 3 weeks, its time for me to continue my blogging journey.....Previously, i have say that i wont blogging again, but i failed to do so!!!
Actually, i didnt blogging because i work, sleep and eat. I want to change my life full of joyful, so, i take about 5 day going back my home town to play, sleep and rest for a while!! I spend about 400-500 on my vacation, just 1 day trip only at Langkawi, i'm so curios how and why i spend so much like that@.@ Luckily, i still got some saving's but.....i cannot go to club, cafe or pub in the coming weeks$.$
Today just reach Kuala Lumpur about 11.30 a.m, Rushing to U-Mobile company at Times Square for an interview about 2.30 p.m....I totally spoiled all the thing's when the interview is start, at that moment i really dont know what to do and what to talk about =.=!! Tomorrow also have an appointment for an interview near cyber jaya there, friday at serdang as kitchen vegeterian crew, may god bless me on the following weeks. Hope i can get the job as soon as possible, either customer service or kitchen crew^.^
Actually, i didnt blogging because i work, sleep and eat. I want to change my life full of joyful, so, i take about 5 day going back my home town to play, sleep and rest for a while!! I spend about 400-500 on my vacation, just 1 day trip only at Langkawi, i'm so curios how and why i spend so much like that@.@ Luckily, i still got some saving's but.....i cannot go to club, cafe or pub in the coming weeks$.$
Today just reach Kuala Lumpur about 11.30 a.m, Rushing to U-Mobile company at Times Square for an interview about 2.30 p.m....I totally spoiled all the thing's when the interview is start, at that moment i really dont know what to do and what to talk about =.=!! Tomorrow also have an appointment for an interview near cyber jaya there, friday at serdang as kitchen vegeterian crew, may god bless me on the following weeks. Hope i can get the job as soon as possible, either customer service or kitchen crew^.^
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