Yesterday cannot sleep well after drink some liquor.
Like usual, i will sleep well when i take liquor but yesterday night was a critical moment for me. Before i try to take a sleep, there are many thing's keep moving around my mind. The 1st thing's that keep annoying me is (FRIEND), as i know that i have lost some of my friend new's and also didn't contact them for a past 1 year,i busy with my work and i also busy with my future, the most critical moment is i lost myself for a moment, i keep thinking about my future and so and so.
I realize that i not good enough in making friend with other, for me, i prefer to be alone sometimes, may be i scare (FRIEND) betray me when i need them the most, just like i meet some kind this problem before.
Usually (FRIEND) is a complicated thing's to be understand, because friend will be good enough with us when we have some benefit thus we will also be friend enough with them when they have some benefit also. Most probably is they come from other place, environment and their family background!!
I will be friend enough to other not because i need their benefit but i believe them and the main point is they will share our sadness and happiness when we are in hard moment!!! I am so regret that some of my (FRIEND) not understand me well. It is not the word that come from their mouth that makes me sad, but is their attitude that make me sick of it!!
Please and i beg you guy's, don't ever done this to your closest friend ever. They won't blame you for the opinion, they will blame you for your attitude that always want to be top of the hill. Don't try to be the champion when having a chat or a relaxing tea moment, try to be that person and understand his situation.
I hope they all can have a wonderful day in the future!!
Lastly, for some of my (FRIEND) this word is to you forever and ever!!! FUCK YOU
