Ending!!!!!!

Life didn't go well,there are some times we hard to make a decision even though we try our best to change our attitude.


Why?

A closest buddy tell me many things about lifestyle.There are sometimes we must stand for our right and sometimes we must not and shouldn't stand for our right.When we stand for our right we might/may get hurt some people even though our friend and family.

Having a hard decision to make this few day.......Don't know what should i do and what should i don't do.

Maybe i think too much....maybe i make my lifestyle to be difficult/hard.

Forgetful is human enemy,human always say what to do but in the end,human always fail to finish up something.....just like i...(nobody plan to fail...but somebody fail to plan!!!!)
Now i really confuse,i need some help......want a friend to help me and social with me,and mostly give me some advice.

This few day must think, think what have i done previously and in the future.

Am i going to change? Maybe!
Am i going to be same? Impossible!
Am i going to be kind hearted? Yes!

Now onwards, i will try to make my life to be as much as easier and specially to be more mature in the future!!

What will i do in the future? Still thinking!
What will i plan in the future? No more childish!
What will i wish for? I don't want to be sucker!

Today an appreciate day for me,i appreciate that my buddy give me some comment about myself.Therefore in the coming days,weeks,month and year, i wont disappointed you again.I will prove to you and myself that i am mature and more appreciates! @@

This is the ending......
I will rest for 1 month.....finding some laughing scene,happy scene and specially change myself to be more mature!!!

%THANK YOU%

Tension.......

worst day of my life......although i move to other place but i still miss CK,GUAN,JOE,VINC,MING and some friend there,why i say that because I'm a human and i have a feeling too.Stay at TBR, really suck because my room so so so and so hot.Want to go back my home town then get the air conditioner to here.....1o1

Yesterday, go out with someone......celebrate birthday with her, from her talk and some expression that she show.....oh my god, she fall in love with me###

Really tension and confuse?Should i??

Wake up early in the morning, going to work although feel so tired but what to do......money,money and money......this is reality.....when burn out of money,its time to think and find where to get the money.

Don't know what bullshit i type now......tension@@@@@@@@@@